Another Gloomy Thoughts

I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

And it's you, and it's you
And it's you, and it's you
And it's falling down, as you walk away
And it's on me now, as you go

Well those are the words that's been stuck in my head lately
THE MESS I MADE

I don't know why, but i feel so GODDAMN tired
NO!!! I feel EXHAUSTED

why does everything i do feels like turning into different directions?
why does everything that i love slowly fade away?

Where the hell did i do wrong?

I've done everything you've asked
I've done everything you wish

I've done everything they've been asking for
I've done everything they wish i do

Isn't that enough?

Have you ever asked what i need?
Have you ever asked what i want?

Have they ever asked what i need?
Have they ever asked what i want?

Hey,
don't you know that it hurts watching you fade away?
don't you know that it's hard having you suddenly not around?

you asked me am i serious or not
well here i am
standing here waiting

WHERE ARE YOU?